Re: Archive #15

by jonezn4Bones Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:07 pm

willgirl wrote:
Bella Loony wrote:
willgirl wrote:
jonezn4Bones wrote:I've lived more than long enough to find any satisfaction in simply being alive. I wake up and the first thought I have is, "Damn. I'm still breathing." After that I invent something to make "enjoying" the day possible and go through the motions. I had everything I wanted with a wife and my children. They're gone and I've outlived my dreams.

Yes, I'm apparently having my male period and I'm getting rapidly moody and depressed. But, the truth is alone sucks and there is nothing on the event horizon for me that is going to turn things around. A virtual life on the internet with a group of charming people I have never met has been the first thing for me to look forward to in five years.

Well, that's fucking depressing. What about writing? If you want to be a writer, than that should drive you every day, even on the bad ones.

And honestly, if you keep thinking sad thoughts like that, then you are are right, nothing is going to turn around and you are just going to be sad.

So buck up, mister!

And as a happily single girl with no man on the horizon, I agree with Mary, being with someone isn't the be all and end all of your life.

How's that? Too harsh for 2:37 am?

A little bit, but then hey, sometimes the lonliest I've ever been are times when I was married. If that makes any sense? I've had to fight tooth and nail for my marriage sometimes, and other times I just want to throw in the towel, but hey being with someone is definitely not the be all and end all!

Bella

That's what I meant Bella! You just worded it better! LOL!

Easier said when you have other relationships in your life and can choose when to be alone or who to be with. In other words - shows how fucking much you all know. Have you had your children wrenched off your neck by as they cried and screamed "Daddy don't let them take us?"

by willgirl Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:07 pm

marymageli wrote:

Oh, willi. I feel for you, woman.

No need to feel for me Mary, I love the single life! And my job(s). It's at the very least, highly entertaining.

by Polygirl Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:07 pm

night bella

by Bella Loony Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:08 pm

willgirl wrote:
Bella Loony wrote:
willgirl wrote:
Bella Loony wrote:
willgirl wrote:Night Bella!

What the fuck Willi????

Bella

What do you mean what the fuck?

Why do I have a story in the Fanfic section? I didn't want it posted, it was supposed to be gone.

Bella

Sorry, babe, we C&P'ed everything!

And the babe thing just slipped out.

Fuckin' Turi! Oi, it was deleted from the other site, so I don't know how the fuck it got over here!

Bella

by Polygirl Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:08 pm

well time for me to wind down if I ever want to sleep before the sun comes up ttyl

by Bella Loony Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:09 pm

jonezn4Bones wrote:
willgirl wrote:
Bella Loony wrote:
willgirl wrote:
jonezn4Bones wrote:I've lived more than long enough to find any satisfaction in simply being alive. I wake up and the first thought I have is, "Damn. I'm still breathing." After that I invent something to make "enjoying" the day possible and go through the motions. I had everything I wanted with a wife and my children. They're gone and I've outlived my dreams.

Yes, I'm apparently having my male period and I'm getting rapidly moody and depressed. But, the truth is alone sucks and there is nothing on the event horizon for me that is going to turn things around. A virtual life on the internet with a group of charming people I have never met has been the first thing for me to look forward to in five years.

Well, that's fucking depressing. What about writing? If you want to be a writer, than that should drive you every day, even on the bad ones.

And honestly, if you keep thinking sad thoughts like that, then you are are right, nothing is going to turn around and you are just going to be sad.

So buck up, mister!

And as a happily single girl with no man on the horizon, I agree with Mary, being with someone isn't the be all and end all of your life.

How's that? Too harsh for 2:37 am?

A little bit, but then hey, sometimes the lonliest I've ever been are times when I was married. If that makes any sense? I've had to fight tooth and nail for my marriage sometimes, and other times I just want to throw in the towel, but hey being with someone is definitely not the be all and end all!

Bella

That's what I meant Bella! You just worded it better! LOL!

Easier said when you have other relationships in your life and can choose when to be alone or who to be with. In other words - shows how fucking much you all know. Have you had your children wrenched off your neck by as they cried and screamed "Daddy don't let them take us?"

No, but I have been one of those kids.....

Bella

by Bella Loony Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:10 pm

Alrighty, I am now officially out, so I'll chat with y'all another night!! Have sweet dreams, and all that jazz, and Willi, I'll talk to you on sunday!

Peace out!

Toodles my Noodles, hugs and kisses!

Bella

by willgirl Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:10 pm

[quote="jonezn4Bones]

Easier said when you have other relationships in your life and can choose when to be alone or who to be with. In other words - shows how fucking much you all know. Have you had your children wrenched off your neck by as they cried and screamed "Daddy don't let them take us?"[/quote]

Jonezy, I have never been in your situation. All I meant was that I think that things will turn around for you.

by jonezn4Bones Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:11 pm

willgirl wrote:
jonezn4Bones wrote:I've lived more than long enough to find any satisfaction in simply being alive. I wake up and the first thought I have is, "Damn. I'm still breathing." After that I invent something to make "enjoying" the day possible and go through the motions. I had everything I wanted with a wife and my children. They're gone and I've outlived my dreams.

Yes, I'm apparently having my male period and I'm getting rapidly moody and depressed. But, the truth is alone sucks and there is nothing on the event horizon for me that is going to turn things around. A virtual life on the internet with a group of charming people I have never met has been the first thing for me to look forward to in five years.

Well, that's fucking depressing. What about writing? If you want to be a writer, than that should drive you every day, even on the bad ones.

And honestly, if you keep thinking sad thoughts like that, then you are are right, nothing is going to turn around and you are just going to be sad.

So buck up, mister!

And as a happily single girl with no man on the horizon, I agree with Mary, being with someone isn't the be all and end all of your life.

How's that? Too harsh for 2:37 am?

Had a dater in the last five years. Been in the company of someone you really enjoyed and they really enjoyed you? Had a dollar to your name that wasn't already earmarked for a child support payment, the IRS or some other obligation left over from the family you no longer have? Kissed anyone in five years? Gotten laid in less than the last 67 months? I haven't had any of those things and 10,000 other parts of more to life.

by willgirl Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:12 pm

Night Bella! Chat with you on Sunday. I should go to bed too, but I'm wide awake now. Grgh.

by marymageli Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:13 pm

jonezn4Bones wrote:
willgirl wrote:
Bella Loony wrote:
willgirl wrote:
jonezn4Bones wrote:I've lived more than long enough to find any satisfaction in simply being alive. I wake up and the first thought I have is, "Damn. I'm still breathing." After that I invent something to make "enjoying" the day possible and go through the motions. I had everything I wanted with a wife and my children. They're gone and I've outlived my dreams.

Yes, I'm apparently having my male period and I'm getting rapidly moody and depressed. But, the truth is alone sucks and there is nothing on the event horizon for me that is going to turn things around. A virtual life on the internet with a group of charming people I have never met has been the first thing for me to look forward to in five years.

Well, that's fucking depressing. What about writing? If you want to be a writer, than that should drive you every day, even on the bad ones.

And honestly, if you keep thinking sad thoughts like that, then you are are right, nothing is going to turn around and you are just going to be sad.

So buck up, mister!

And as a happily single girl with no man on the horizon, I agree with Mary, being with someone isn't the be all and end all of your life.

How's that? Too harsh for 2:37 am?

A little bit, but then hey, sometimes the lonliest I've ever been are times when I was married. If that makes any sense? I've had to fight tooth and nail for my marriage sometimes, and other times I just want to throw in the towel, but hey being with someone is definitely not the be all and end all!

Bella

That's what I meant Bella! You just worded it better! LOL!

Easier said when you have other relationships in your life and can choose when to be alone or who to be with. In other words - shows how fucking much you all know. Have you had your children wrenched off your neck by as they cried and screamed "Daddy don't let them take us?"

PLZ, don't let yourself exposed so bare. Your vulnerability hurts me so much! :!:

by Polygirl Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:14 pm

I am with you bella been there and it sucks

by Polygirl Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:14 pm

k now I really have to go to sleep

by willgirl Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:15 pm

Night Poly!

by marymageli Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:15 pm

Bye Bella and poly

by jonezn4Bones Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:16 pm

willgirl wrote:I'm just going to write about escorts and strippers, not be one.

Although, I do have fantastic tits.

If I don't start exercising I'll have fantastic tits, too.

by willgirl Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:16 pm

Mary, what time is it there?

by squirtandmilo Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:17 pm

Night Poly.

by willgirl Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:17 pm

jonezn4Bones wrote:
willgirl wrote:I'm just going to write about escorts and strippers, not be one.

Although, I do have fantastic tits.
If I don't start exercising I'll have fantastic tits, too.

LOL! I've got some fantastic pudge to go along with those tits!

by willgirl Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:18 pm

Jonzey, I forgot to ask, your comp okay? Did it survive the crash? I hate when that happens.

by marymageli Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:18 pm

willgirl wrote:Mary, what time is it there?

9.18 am

by willgirl Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:19 pm

oh, so you its the morning for you. Wait, you slept right?

by squirtandmilo Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:19 pm

Blue Screen of death Dad?

by jonezn4Bones Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:20 pm

willgirl wrote:Jonzey, I forgot to ask, your comp okay? Did it survive the crash? I hate when that happens.

It seems to have. After being an IT Guru for 25 years you'd think I could prevent that sort of thing. Nope.

by willgirl Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:20 pm

ooh, I hate the blue screen of death.

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